I promise you.. Wait me..

I promise you..

Wait me...

all i needed is time..

i'm trying my very best..

Just for you .........

To my dearest baby~

Hey, Baby, I know we haven't been dating that long, but I want you to know that I love you from the bottom of my heart. From the moment I first met you, I knew that I wanted you in my life, whether as a friend of something a little more. Baby, I prayed for a long time to find someone like you. Someone willing to fight for me, someone to make me smile and someone who I know truly loves me. You're in my thoughts, my dreams, and every breath I take.

I know truly that this is love. I feel like I can tell you anything. I may not always want to, but you know things about me that even my best friend doesn't know. You're always there to pick me up when I fall, and to dry my tears. Thank you, Baby. I love you.

Love always and forever,

Daniel Chang

keep on track on me babe~

Just for you .........

A broken heart from the past .....

Previously , I was a boy with filled with emo acts ....

I can feel my heart that has been brokened , or might dissappear .

The stab is just too deep and is not mendable anymore .

I'm trying to search for myself wildly !!!!

Sometimes I just felt so crazy about myself ,

without target , is just so lifeless .......

But .....

Is so different right now , I finally found the key ...

A key leads to my heart , unlocks my heart ....

In my past , I always thought the key I kept ,

is always the best key I had , but now I threw away the key ,

I thought I will never find the key anymore ,

Until you reach me and held me the right key .....

My life as usual , I always hide in the room ,

facing 4 walls around me , measuring the wideness of the floor ...

Hearing songs which soothen my mind ,

Telling myself how good if I'm alone ,

Until I met you , I totally understand ,

I have to walk out the room , to face the world ,

and walk across the future , I realize my future ,

is so so far to walk , because of you I understand

Life is so much more to try , to appreciate ,

Things I really wish right now , is to be with you ,

to tell you , I knew you won't think I'm able to care for you ,

but at the moment , time will show everything ,

I will never put all my time for you ,

is because I want to care my future for you , for us !

Even though , our conversation is short ,

I'm trying to prolonged , to elaborate more n more ,

I don't hope the conversation will end with a Bye word ,

Everyday I wake , everyday I sleep , your in my mind ,

Yes true thing is , is very hard to forget the past ,

I just wish I will get over with it , give me time , I will proof it to you

I promised , no matter what reason happened ,

My work , my studies , even traffic jam ,

I will be there for you on your graduation day ,

helding you 99 roses that you wish .

Red rose which draw defense in it's own to the love .

I will work hard , will study hard ,

I will make create a better family with you .

Even the love is not meant to be ,

I don't mind , because loving someone ,

the first thing is to learn how to let go .

Having you in my life symbolize future and happiness

but seeing you happy symbolize things which cheer me up .

To me , Love is about the world .....

Your might be a person in the world ,

but to a person you might be the world ......

And that's you , you're my world right now !

Trust me , when I get over my past ,

I am always ready , to stay right next to you ,

even if we are not meant to be ,

my heart is also in your heart ......

Liars?

It doesn’t matter whether are you really lying or not . Frankly speaking , everything is over . Showing emoness to you is the toughest part , is not about rescuing things which are dead , is always a weakness of myself . You hurt me too deep , is like my heart , you hold it up , you smashed it to the wall , my heart is already in shattered pieces , yet you still wanna stir it with blood . You changed , your once an evil girl , but now ur even a devil . I’m trying to change ur life and my life while we are together , u let me down .
You’re kind of girl who can take me down , and lift me up again . Yes I am emo , emo like never had it anymore in my life . I fucking hate my life because of you ! With ur presence in my life is like mind controlling !
Right now , I’m just telling to you that

Who is Hot?
It’s you …
Who is Charming ?
It’s you
Who is sweet ?
It’s you
Who is always a darling of millions in my mind ?
It’s you
Who is a liar ?
It’s me
Haha , I learn it from liars !!!

Sudddennnlyy...!

xSuddenly , I can feel and put those memories ,
as part of my sweet memories in my life .
I don't feel bitter at all , the bitter part is the part
You left me , and with someone new .
I viewed your profile , I miss your lips ,
I laugh at myself for kissing the monitor .
Feel so stupid , I'm kissing an image or picture of a person .
That person is just like my idol right now ,
I can only hope to see her one day ,
I cannot do anything I just can shout her name .
I cannot touch her ,
cannot hug her ,
cannot kiss her ,
cannot lean on her ,
cannot tell her I love her ,
I can just keep shout and shout for her name .
She’s like a celebrity now

Time moves very fast , a strike of lightning !
Suddenly , feel that myself doesn't really suits her ,
Suddenly , feel myself too cheap being with her ,
She is the world , but I'm only a person in the world .

Memories , will flow ....
But the love towards her ,
will never change .
I just hope , I can get over it one day ,
For my own , for my health .
Right now , there's only a word to describe
"rubbish" is me .

I won't regret my past like her , because what I regret is what I choose . I will only appreciate , I will never ever leave anything apart .

Never ......
Once break , things are different .
But once different , things will never break too .
I'd say you're amazing , but you're so much more . Everytime we talk , my heart skips a beat . Having the love of your life , break up with you and say "We still can be friends" is like your dog is dying , and your mum saying "You still can keep it" . Telling me to stop loving her is telling me to stop breathing . So why don’t we just end the relationship ?
Hope after today , without my concern ,
There will still someone mention about you ,
Whether you are ok or not ...
I hope people around me will always remind me of you , remind me how are you , but not letting me know she's with someone else , with someone new . I don't need to know that , will only hurt me deeply , she have her own new life now , it doesn't matter who she is with now , a bad boy , a good boy is all depends on herself ..

I just wish that boy will change for her , will always care more than I do then is enough . I just wish to know how is she , is she okay or not ? Whether is she fine , or is there anything happens to her , I am always willing to give help behind .

Because , I can only love you in my heart , not anymore in reality .....