Beloved Sad day...

Today i had another beloved sad days agn... I guess soon the decision has already been made by someone
i dun think i could hardly bare and survive on this...
i have no idea why this could happen to me?
any how i had try my very best of being the best for her
but i think it's i'm the one who Ruin everything...
mayb she is rite.. i couldn't fulfill what she Request more about^^

Bad Day

Well.. I do have a bad day lately...
haihz.. i have no idea what to do. where to go. what i want.
i am totally lost...
my heart was so painfull..
i haven had this feel be4...
she had crushed my heart into pieces..
i feel like a dying situation...
i feel that i lost half of myself...
Did i ever do anything wrong to u...??
have i done anything that betrayed u???
i have not..

I have nothing too say.. i am tired.. and now it's so early in the morning 4 am
haha.. i couldn't get to sleep but i would feel so much to write about this blog..
it's been so long time i didn't write blog...
"what you feel yenn??"
" well.. Crushed to pieces dude"