Just for you .........

A broken heart from the past .....

Previously , I was a boy with filled with emo acts ....

I can feel my heart that has been brokened , or might dissappear .

The stab is just too deep and is not mendable anymore .

I'm trying to search for myself wildly !!!!

Sometimes I just felt so crazy about myself ,

without target , is just so lifeless .......

But .....

Is so different right now , I finally found the key ...

A key leads to my heart , unlocks my heart ....

In my past , I always thought the key I kept ,

is always the best key I had , but now I threw away the key ,

I thought I will never find the key anymore ,

Until you reach me and held me the right key .....

My life as usual , I always hide in the room ,

facing 4 walls around me , measuring the wideness of the floor ...

Hearing songs which soothen my mind ,

Telling myself how good if I'm alone ,

Until I met you , I totally understand ,

I have to walk out the room , to face the world ,

and walk across the future , I realize my future ,

is so so far to walk , because of you I understand

Life is so much more to try , to appreciate ,

Things I really wish right now , is to be with you ,

to tell you , I knew you won't think I'm able to care for you ,

but at the moment , time will show everything ,

I will never put all my time for you ,

is because I want to care my future for you , for us !

Even though , our conversation is short ,

I'm trying to prolonged , to elaborate more n more ,

I don't hope the conversation will end with a Bye word ,

Everyday I wake , everyday I sleep , your in my mind ,

Yes true thing is , is very hard to forget the past ,

I just wish I will get over with it , give me time , I will proof it to you

I promised , no matter what reason happened ,

My work , my studies , even traffic jam ,

I will be there for you on your graduation day ,

helding you 99 roses that you wish .

Red rose which draw defense in it's own to the love .

I will work hard , will study hard ,

I will make create a better family with you .

Even the love is not meant to be ,

I don't mind , because loving someone ,

the first thing is to learn how to let go .

Having you in my life symbolize future and happiness

but seeing you happy symbolize things which cheer me up .

To me , Love is about the world .....

Your might be a person in the world ,

but to a person you might be the world ......

And that's you , you're my world right now !

Trust me , when I get over my past ,

I am always ready , to stay right next to you ,

even if we are not meant to be ,

my heart is also in your heart ......