Weee.. I'm Back Alive..

I'm Back Alive with a person... Which i loved to be.. ( Alive )

She is different, but she is special..

She would treat me the way far more better than anyone else do.

^^

I've just raised myself from the death~

@-@

Things couldn't let go so easily.. haihz..

it will still cross my mind .. like a train.. Choooo Choooo

hahaha.. but i'm happy about it..

today kinda tired.. just post sth to my blog..

since it's been ages...

Today something crossed my mind,

career.

I've been thinking about my career for few hours.

I've been wondering am i a successful in my career in this age?

Am i independent enough?

I've been questioning myself for an hour.

i still don't get any answer yet.

Somebody even crossed my mind , but i hate this happen.

=(

Ru gou ni hai ai wo..~

Beautifull song.. so meaningfull

Ru guo ni hai ai wo:
(If You Still Love Me)

wo dai zhe yi ge pi bei de xin zou le
(I left with an exhausted heart)
wo zhi dao zi ji zai ni xin li yi bu zhong yao
(I know I'm no longer important in your heart)
sui ran wo men ceng jing xiang ju guo
(Although we had been together)
ye xu dui yu ni lai shuo
(Perhaps to you)
yi jing mei you shen me zhi de hui yi
(There's nothing worth to remember anymore)

wo dai zhe yi ke chen zhong de xin zou le
(I left with a heavy heart)
wo zhi dao zi ji mei you yong qi dao bie li
(I know I don't have the courage to bid farewell)
sui ran wo men ceng jing yong you guo
(Although we had love before)
dan shi dui yu ni lai shuo
(But to you)
yi jing mei you shen me zhi de hui yi
(There's nothing worth to remember anymore)

nan dao zao yi zhu ding
(Perhaps it's our destiny)
bu neng zhen zheng yong you ni
(That I can't have you)
nan dao wo zhen xin fu chu yi qie
(I sincerely give out everything I have)
zhi wei lei cheng shou gu dan he ji mo
(Just to bear this loneliness?)
wo zhi dao ni bu gan dui wo tan bai
(I know you don't dare to tell me candidly)
shi bu yao kan dao wo de shang huai
(Because you don't want to see my sadness)
sui ran ni mei you shuo yao li kai wo
(Even though you didn't say you want to leave me)
wo yi jing gan dao ni bu zai shu yu wo
(I can feel that you're not mine anymore)

ru guo ni hai ai wo
(If you still love me)
ni bu hui dui wo ru ci de leng mo
(You won't be so cold to me)
you zen hui rang wo zai man man chang ye du zi pai huai
(You won't let me wandering alone in the long dark night)
ru guo ni hai ai wo
(If you still love me)
ni bu hui dui wo ru ci de leng mo
(You won't be so cold to me)
wo zhi neng han zhe yan lei mo mo de li kai
(I can only leave silently with tears in my eyes)

I promise you.. Wait me..

I promise you..

Wait me...

all i needed is time..

i'm trying my very best..

Just for you .........

To my dearest baby~

Hey, Baby, I know we haven't been dating that long, but I want you to know that I love you from the bottom of my heart. From the moment I first met you, I knew that I wanted you in my life, whether as a friend of something a little more. Baby, I prayed for a long time to find someone like you. Someone willing to fight for me, someone to make me smile and someone who I know truly loves me. You're in my thoughts, my dreams, and every breath I take.

I know truly that this is love. I feel like I can tell you anything. I may not always want to, but you know things about me that even my best friend doesn't know. You're always there to pick me up when I fall, and to dry my tears. Thank you, Baby. I love you.

Love always and forever,

Daniel Chang

keep on track on me babe~

Just for you .........

A broken heart from the past .....

Previously , I was a boy with filled with emo acts ....

I can feel my heart that has been brokened , or might dissappear .

The stab is just too deep and is not mendable anymore .

I'm trying to search for myself wildly !!!!

Sometimes I just felt so crazy about myself ,

without target , is just so lifeless .......

But .....

Is so different right now , I finally found the key ...

A key leads to my heart , unlocks my heart ....

In my past , I always thought the key I kept ,

is always the best key I had , but now I threw away the key ,

I thought I will never find the key anymore ,

Until you reach me and held me the right key .....

My life as usual , I always hide in the room ,

facing 4 walls around me , measuring the wideness of the floor ...

Hearing songs which soothen my mind ,

Telling myself how good if I'm alone ,

Until I met you , I totally understand ,

I have to walk out the room , to face the world ,

and walk across the future , I realize my future ,

is so so far to walk , because of you I understand

Life is so much more to try , to appreciate ,

Things I really wish right now , is to be with you ,

to tell you , I knew you won't think I'm able to care for you ,

but at the moment , time will show everything ,

I will never put all my time for you ,

is because I want to care my future for you , for us !

Even though , our conversation is short ,

I'm trying to prolonged , to elaborate more n more ,

I don't hope the conversation will end with a Bye word ,

Everyday I wake , everyday I sleep , your in my mind ,

Yes true thing is , is very hard to forget the past ,

I just wish I will get over with it , give me time , I will proof it to you

I promised , no matter what reason happened ,

My work , my studies , even traffic jam ,

I will be there for you on your graduation day ,

helding you 99 roses that you wish .

Red rose which draw defense in it's own to the love .

I will work hard , will study hard ,

I will make create a better family with you .

Even the love is not meant to be ,

I don't mind , because loving someone ,

the first thing is to learn how to let go .

Having you in my life symbolize future and happiness

but seeing you happy symbolize things which cheer me up .

To me , Love is about the world .....

Your might be a person in the world ,

but to a person you might be the world ......

And that's you , you're my world right now !

Trust me , when I get over my past ,

I am always ready , to stay right next to you ,

even if we are not meant to be ,

my heart is also in your heart ......

Liars?

It doesn’t matter whether are you really lying or not . Frankly speaking , everything is over . Showing emoness to you is the toughest part , is not about rescuing things which are dead , is always a weakness of myself . You hurt me too deep , is like my heart , you hold it up , you smashed it to the wall , my heart is already in shattered pieces , yet you still wanna stir it with blood . You changed , your once an evil girl , but now ur even a devil . I’m trying to change ur life and my life while we are together , u let me down .
You’re kind of girl who can take me down , and lift me up again . Yes I am emo , emo like never had it anymore in my life . I fucking hate my life because of you ! With ur presence in my life is like mind controlling !
Right now , I’m just telling to you that

Who is Hot?
It’s you …
Who is Charming ?
It’s you
Who is sweet ?
It’s you
Who is always a darling of millions in my mind ?
It’s you
Who is a liar ?
It’s me
Haha , I learn it from liars !!!

Sudddennnlyy...!

xSuddenly , I can feel and put those memories ,
as part of my sweet memories in my life .
I don't feel bitter at all , the bitter part is the part
You left me , and with someone new .
I viewed your profile , I miss your lips ,
I laugh at myself for kissing the monitor .
Feel so stupid , I'm kissing an image or picture of a person .
That person is just like my idol right now ,
I can only hope to see her one day ,
I cannot do anything I just can shout her name .
I cannot touch her ,
cannot hug her ,
cannot kiss her ,
cannot lean on her ,
cannot tell her I love her ,
I can just keep shout and shout for her name .
She’s like a celebrity now

Time moves very fast , a strike of lightning !
Suddenly , feel that myself doesn't really suits her ,
Suddenly , feel myself too cheap being with her ,
She is the world , but I'm only a person in the world .

Memories , will flow ....
But the love towards her ,
will never change .
I just hope , I can get over it one day ,
For my own , for my health .
Right now , there's only a word to describe
"rubbish" is me .

I won't regret my past like her , because what I regret is what I choose . I will only appreciate , I will never ever leave anything apart .

Never ......
Once break , things are different .
But once different , things will never break too .
I'd say you're amazing , but you're so much more . Everytime we talk , my heart skips a beat . Having the love of your life , break up with you and say "We still can be friends" is like your dog is dying , and your mum saying "You still can keep it" . Telling me to stop loving her is telling me to stop breathing . So why don’t we just end the relationship ?
Hope after today , without my concern ,
There will still someone mention about you ,
Whether you are ok or not ...
I hope people around me will always remind me of you , remind me how are you , but not letting me know she's with someone else , with someone new . I don't need to know that , will only hurt me deeply , she have her own new life now , it doesn't matter who she is with now , a bad boy , a good boy is all depends on herself ..

I just wish that boy will change for her , will always care more than I do then is enough . I just wish to know how is she , is she okay or not ? Whether is she fine , or is there anything happens to her , I am always willing to give help behind .

Because , I can only love you in my heart , not anymore in reality .....

超人不會飛

I'm just feeling that i'm a superman who wish to save the world
but i can't fly..


i would always wish that i could sing her song.
i would always wish that i could cherish her forever.

The only best things i've done now is
* Quit smoking.
* Building up my career.
* Trying to let go(hope i could)


It feels so hurt .

Another Happy nite..

I'm so happy tonite.. went out with enid.. CS whole Night..
what a great nite..
i've decided to quit Smoking as well..
feel great about my life..
Life is really full of Colourfull rainbow..
even u were sad.. it's just part of the rainbow..@@

Ahh.. I'm very happy that night.. thanks to all my sister which cheer me up
They are just beautifull and cheerfull.. thanks you very much all my jie jie..
opened my mind.. !! xD!
very happy night.. sad ending.. xD! no idea how i go home.. wuahhaha

@@FUTSAL@@

Morning Guys... It is time for futsal d..
have a good nite sleep.. wake up early.. and time to go Futsal!..
After a whole month busy... it is time to get a rest...

@@ happy day 4 my friend...

Today i'm so happy.. that my frenz terry has finally.. bought himself a coupe..
hahaha...
my turn is coming up..
earn more. save more.
Career comes first then many things..
cash is most solid..

$_$

Money minded freak is here!.. Work hard.. Study hard..
Today my boss taught me some lesson.. Being a human lesson 1
When you came out to work.. Be sure you wear a specs to observe people or colleagues around you.
Human might have backstabbed you.
Untrustable..(frens as well)..
Choose your frenz wisely..

Wah Seh.. Tired

Today so tired le.. What to do.. Work like shit.. Get money like mountain.. xD!!..
If you put 100% effort u will get a mountain of gold.
If you put 0% effort u will get a pile of dung.

At last.. i'm starting to felt let go.. Thank you to all my colleagues and frenz and family support..
It's all about thinking.. it just cause much of my lymph in my brains to run much more..

Starting back my blog..

starting back to blog since passed a year..

End of Beloved..

Today i've finally figure it out...
i've been worsen my life since last month.
it was so suffering till i met up with my sis (boey + tiff)
after a nice henesys nite..
i've made up my mind..
thank you sis