All About me~~ Life Going on As usual

xSuddenly , I can feel and put those memories ,
as part of my sweet memories in my life .
I don't feel bitter at all , the bitter part is the part
You left me , and with someone new .
I viewed your profile , I miss your lips ,
I laugh at myself for kissing the monitor .
Feel so stupid , I'm kissing an image or picture of a person .
That person is just like my idol right now ,
I can only hope to see her one day ,
I cannot do anything I just can shout her name .
I cannot touch her ,
cannot hug her ,
cannot kiss her ,
cannot lean on her ,
cannot tell her I love her ,
I can just keep shout and shout for her name .
She’s like a celebrity now

Time moves very fast , a strike of lightning !
Suddenly , feel that myself doesn't really suits her ,
Suddenly , feel myself too cheap being with her ,
She is the world , but I'm only a person in the world .

Memories , will flow ....
But the love towards her ,
will never change .
I just hope , I can get over it one day ,
For my own , for my health .
Right now , there's only a word to describe
"rubbish" is me .

I won't regret my past like her , because what I regret is what I choose . I will only appreciate , I will never ever leave anything apart .

Never ......
Once break , things are different .
But once different , things will never break too .
I'd say you're amazing , but you're so much more . Everytime we talk , my heart skips a beat . Having the love of your life , break up with you and say "We still can be friends" is like your dog is dying , and your mum saying "You still can keep it" . Telling me to stop loving her is telling me to stop breathing . So why don’t we just end the relationship ?
Hope after today , without my concern ,
There will still someone mention about you ,
Whether you are ok or not ...
I hope people around me will always remind me of you , remind me how are you , but not letting me know she's with someone else , with someone new . I don't need to know that , will only hurt me deeply , she have her own new life now , it doesn't matter who she is with now , a bad boy , a good boy is all depends on herself ..

I just wish that boy will change for her , will always care more than I do then is enough . I just wish to know how is she , is she okay or not ? Whether is she fine , or is there anything happens to her , I am always willing to give help behind .

Because , I can only love you in my heart , not anymore in reality .....